Where the heck is everyone???????????????
I am going threw alot. I am almost 11 months out of surgery. I am working on my marraige. With still problems with my feelings. I am still very puzzled and not sure if I want to remain married. as I said before. I am still really enjoying being alone. I just dont think I can make it work. I am doing all I can. It is almost like once its gone it is gone. and so hard to get back. We are seeing marraige counsling. I need to open up more, Once I do she will tell us we need to separate. I know she will. I am under goal at 148 - 5`8 I have a 29 inch waist and stomach is flat with a small lower pouch. . I am training on a machine like a bow flex. It is toning my arms back abs and chest. For small breast I think I can live with them know. The machine is doing great at toning what I have left. They are not perky but I can live with them. They are not ugly either. I do not feel I need anymore surgerys. My arms are strong and getting musles, I do the ab lounge 4 times a week. I do the the ellipical 50 minutes a day 4 to 5 times a week. Other than that. Mt daughter graduated and I didnt even make the trip with her to columbus. It is like for the first time. I am getting my independance and feel. Like I want to continue my life happy without the little stresses in life that drive you batty. I do have a grandaughter on the way and looking so forward to meeting her. But other than that. I am still on that rollar coaster ride that comes along with surgery. I feel very sexy and way above myself. I need knock down a few notches maybe that will help. I just feel different. Like I am not the same person. and I feel I want more in life.
But that is all the ups and downs with surgery.
So I will continue trying to do what is right
Hugs to all
Barb
Hi Barb,
You are looking great! Hope things work out for you. My husband and I were divorced after 2 years of marraige and then remarried and here we are 17 years later. It does work if you want it to. I dont know your cir****tances, but I hope things get better. Dont let it interfere with your weightloss and you should not let your weightloss interfere with your relationships...probably sounds easier than it is...
Best wishes, Betina
Hi!!
I am lurking a LOT
MY BAD!!!
I have BROKEN the darn plateau!!!! my weight loss is on the move again!!! I really haven't done anything different... still get the protien, water & exercise... (need to do MORE of the exercise thingie!! love the mini trampoline WHEEEEEEEEEE )
I am feeling FABULOUS!!
I really need to update my profile.... but the weather is SO nice!!!!
HUGS from Indian Lake
~Deb