Still Alive

I just wanted to pop in and let you know I am still alive and kicking. I am still anxiously awaiting to get moved into my new place. Security deposits and car repairs have put a few flies in the ointment, but I am hoping and praying that I can get in by the first of the month. Or I am going to be paying rent for both locations. The stress of moving and all the financial problems associated with it have brought back those pesky Panic Attacks that I that were a thing of the past. They have caused me problems at night and at work, and I am so afraid of losing my job over t hem. I see my Dr this afternoon and hopefully he will prescribe something to help me deal with them better. On the positive side, I am still losing ( yes I need a new picture) I am fitting into 11/12's comfortably and firming up well. I am amazed that my 45 year old skin is responding so well to exercise and I dont have much excess baggage. Even the tummy is finally doing its thing and for the first time in as long as I can remember I can feel comfortable tucking shirts in. This is a big thing for me. And I feel amazingly healthy. I am so greatfull that I was able to have this surgery a year ago and thank God for all of the beautiful people that I have met here through this group. You all have been there for me in so many ways. I have to thank all of you who sent the prom gowns for Sara to wear. She went to the prom and looked beautiful. It felt so wonderful to be able to pass the excess dresses along to other plus size girls who would have been left behind. I have some gorgeous pics that were taken of all them in their gowns and after we get unpacked at the new place get them on the computer and send them to you. I thank you so much for taking YOUR time to mail them to me, You made all of us so happy !!!! You have a great day and please continue to pray for my family and I as we work through this time of stress and working on getting all these deposits and unexpected expenses taken care of. I would love to be sitting on my deck at my new place potting my tomato plants a week from now. I Love you all and I thank you for being the best support system ever. You are the very best Laura

I am so glad to hear from you. I have been thinking of you and your family alot and wondering how things were going. I hope and pray that things continue on the positive for you............diane