on my way..

Hi, I went last thursday to saranac lake for psych eval, physical therapy, nutricianist and a physical. It went pretty well. It is pretty embarrassing to talk about, but I have a couple mental health diagnosis, most of which is because of the abuse I went through. Anyways, I wasn't gonna be honest and say what my diagnosises was, but decided it would be better if I was honest. So I told them about it all. I asked if this will keep me from having the surgery and she said it might. They said it is not a definate no they wont do it, they are gonna look into what my doctors say and what my counselor says when they call to talk to them. They are also gonna have a team meeting on March 3rd and they will discuss whether they feel they can do the surgery for me. I've been worrying about it because I really want to do this. I've been stable for a year and 8 months now. No hospitalizations or anything like that. I will be so depressed if this stops me from being able to have the surgery. Although I'm pretty impressed with the people at saranac lake and their willingness to work with my situation. So maybe they will approve me. I don't know. I go back on March 10th and will know more then. Until then I really need to concentrate on my eating and exercise. When I went for all them evaluations, I was pretty pumped and thought , hey I can do this. But then I got home and I fall back into the same ole rut. I am gonna be working on that. Anyways, thanks for listening.. debby

Debby, Hun I hope all the best for you ~hugs~ I don't know what to say and I hope what is meant to be will be for you. I know how much you want this and I am hoping they will do their best to help you get approved. ~hugs~ Take care and keep us posted, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! Debra P

Debby: HI! I am sorry your having a very challenging time. Wishing you strength and determination to move through this process. I believe in my heart you are a survivor and just like you have survived your past issues/traumas and are seeking better health you will blossom and flourish even more so with WLS to truly thrive in life! Keep your spirits high, your resolve strong and thoughts positive! Post as much as you need we will always be here to listen! Keep close in your heart/mind what your goals are, let them bolster you when difficulties arise. This is one journey owrth fighting for! Wishing you peace and happiness! Take Care, Jamie Lap RNY 10/9/02 Dr. Singh 320/163 5'9'' (lost 45# before surgery) Plastics 6/9/04 & 11/11/2005 Dr. King http://www.obesityhelp.com/morbidobesity/members/profile.php?N=c1132518510 "Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect, it just means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections!"