2 weeks to go and starting to worry about the strangest things...
Hi Everyone!!
I can't believe that in exactly 2 weeks I will be in the hospital and undergoing the surgery that will (hopefully) change my life for the better! I think I'm finally beginning to get nervous and there seems to be a growing number of butterflies in my tummy. lol. Some days I question my decision.. like.. what is it going to be like when I am in my 80's (God willing) and still have to remember to take all my vitamins and eat all my protein so I don't die of malnutrition? Will I make it to old age after having this surgery? What if I get alzheimers and even forget that I had the surgery? I know, I know.. I'm years away from those problems but when you think about it, all of us are someday going to be old and forgetful.
Does anyone else ever worry about such things or am I some kind of nutcase? lol.
Oh.. Before I forget -- I have an Angel!!! Her name is Donna Barber and she is a wonderful girl!! Thank you, Donna!!! ((big hugs))
Hugs,
Lisa Z
14 days and counting
(deactivated member)
on 7/6/05 4:24 am - MT
on 7/6/05 4:24 am - MT
Lisa,
Hun I look at it like this......If I did not have the surgery I would not lose the weight, for sure I will not grow old and if I did I would not be able to move or worse so what ever life deals me while I am in a healthier body so be it. I also thought about ALL of this stuff before and I was driving my self crazy, which is not hard to do...
If worse came to worse people that are taking care of you will make sure you are ok.... I say if I can have quality of life now so be it....
I am not sure if that helps....~hugs~ I wish you the best
Debra P
Hi Lisa!!
Only 2 weeks to go, I am so excited for you. I know you are worried, I think we all worry about things that will happen. But you are so educated on this procedure. Remember ALL the work you did and all the research you did to get to this point. I have a lot of faith in you, you know that.
On the up note, here's a suggestion for when Alzheimers strikes you (crazy woman). Make notes. Lots and lots of notes. Give them to people far younger than yourself who won't forget to give them to YOU to remind you what you need to take and how to treat yourself when you are too old to remember!! You know I'm kidding and that you will be fine, I promise. I AM your angel, remember?????
sending you hugs~~~~~~
Donna