POSTPONEMENT A BLESSING!

Well, I guess this two weeks postponement is turning out to be a good thing. I have rested so much this past week. Got a lot of extra sleep. Took naps and even got some work done that needed to get finished before my surgery, for which I was so busy it didn't get done. Today, I have cleaned out my dresser and closet of all my winter clothes, which are my large clothes. I know I won't need them come winter this year. I told my two sisters who are behind me in surgery to come and go through them, pick out what they want and the rest goes to goodwill. I did find some clothes that I think I'll be able to wear this summer so I kept those. What a good feeling to purge those things, and know I won't be needing them again. It's also a little scary and hard to part with them. Not because they are great clothes (although most of them are really nice) but because I've had so many failures in the past, it's difficult to let go of that thought process. In the past I was never given a tool this powerful to use. If this new tool is used and respected by me the way it's supposed to I can't fail again. Amazing. So, have I began a countdown again to the 28th. NOPE. I'm really not trying to think about it too much. I'm really enjoying this time I have to relax and prepare. I've had lunch with a friend, going to have lunch and dinner with a couple more friends next week. I'm going to get out and photograph some things I want to, and I've got time to get my house organized before I go in. So, this has turned out to be a very good thing and a blessing in diguise. Oh yeah, and I've lost 3 lbs this week. I was 226 on my scale this morning. Not sure how long that will last, but it was nice to see it. So until next time my friends. Have a great weekend, and to all you Dads out there...Happy Father's Day. HUGS AND LOVE, DEBRA