Hello everyone

Hello y'all I wanted to stop by and say hello to my NY family. Sorry I have not been around the boards, not even lurking. I have been in a deep shade of blue mood lately. I am so glad and happy to see the new pics, the weight losses, the new WLS or aka new losers ( i bet it has never felt so good to be called a loser before ) Before I was in the dumps because my journey was not moving fast enough for me, I know now that its a process and all will come in good time. I have been reading my medical records from 1987 to 2000. I have forgotten most of what was in there, stuff to cause nightmare, my previous marriage was one of abuse, both mental and physical. Reading the records has brought some things out that I for some reason buried. I kinda wish that they where still buried, BUT how do we heal if we do not remember, and move on. I know I am forgetting a step or three. I wanted to tell y'all that I am here praying for everyone, hoping that everyone has continued progress and SMILES SMILES SMiles I miss y'all and I will be back as soon as I can get this moose of my back or the nightmares out of my head thin wishes and WLS dreams Tammy

hi Tammy!! Your right we haven't seen you around lately and you've been greatly missed!!!! Sorry to hear about the past bad times, BUT we all have em' don't we!!! All we can do is get back up, brush ourselves off and keep going. you look great Tammy, always remember we are here for you if you need us!! big (((HUGS))) and lots of !!!! Karry 311/189/167 goal

HEllo Karry Thanks for your reply. I have to say you look great! You are a beautiful lady. I will keep checking in on my NY family, there is a bunch of wonderful people here. I am not from NY originally, I am a southerner, having said that I am glad I now live here. This is a wonderful state how can anybody be blue for long here. Thank you for what you said, its means alot. {{{{{{{{{{{hugs to you }}}}}}}}}}}}}}} thin wishes Tammy

Hey Tammy Sending lots of big {{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}} your way. Remembering stuff is really hard sometimes but sometimes it helps us see how far we have come and makes us stronger for it. Look at what you have accomplished, being able to get out of an abusive marriage shows a lot of self love even when we think we don't have any!! Praying that these feelings pass!! take care, Tina