thank you all

I apprieciate all the comments. they are honestly helping me. I have some fears about the surgery but already have made the decision to go all the way. I lost my mother to diabetes at 41, and i was only 19 and had to take care of my three brothers. then two years after that i had a child and since then i have been doing for everybody else other then myself. thats part of the reason i think i got as big as i'am. this time i have decided to do this for me and for my daughter i want to see her grow and i'm tired of being limited in everything i do. i wish i could go to sleep and wake up and the surgery is already done and i'm on my way to a better life. i'm a self healing person so when things get the best of me i just turn on my music and sit and think. now that i found this site i dont feel so alone............once again thank u.......now i dont have to laugh or cry by myself.........lol some of the stories i read are really funny

Nicole you are so sweet! We will always be here for you please keep us posted on how things are going. Have a great evening. Evelyn 247/134/past goal and feeling GREAT!!!!!!!

Nicole! You are in my thoughts in my prayers. Keep your chin up and know that these steps you're taking is to a bright new future! God Bless you and please email me if you need anything.