Starting to freeeeeeek out now!!

My date is fast approaching on the 17th and I am getting so nervous... I have all these terrible thoughts going thru my head and I just need more re-assurance that this really will work for me...I've had myself so upset the past few days because I keep thinking I am going to die or something bad happen to me... I had to give a speech tonight in class and afterwards I had to leave the room because I started feeling shaky and then came the tears... I keep thinking that somehow I will be the 1 person in the world who goes thru this and it doesn't work.... I am on a roller coaster of emotions right now... And this is not the kind of roller coaster that I'd like to be riding on... I'm just trying so hard to keep my mind on other things but now that my time is finally here I am totally freaked out.... Am I nuts??? Michelle

Michelle, Hi there. What you are feeling is quite normal. Just keep reading our posts and hear our sucesses and you willl have something to look forward to.Try to concentrate on doing some XMAS shopping or family stuff. You must have your proper rest and and your strength before you have your WLS. Like I said you will be fine. We have all made it just fine. We are now Happy and healthy... So look on the bright side OK... & Lorraine RNY 12/15/03........245 lbs AT PRESENT...........132 lbs -113 lbs at "Goal" WITH................... "NO REGRETS"

Michelle, Lorraine is so right about what she said. I too had gone throught the same feelings when my time for the surgery was getting closer to the date. Michelle you are doing the right thing, I feel I was given a second chance at life and I am so grateful for this surgery. Remember you really need to get some rest before the surgery so why don't you (like Lorraine said) Get the Christmas shopping done and get what you need to get together for the hospital stay. Keep yourself occoupied. We are always here for you, remember that. Everything will be fine. Congratulations to you, you are going to be on the losing side before you know it and we will all be here waiting for you. Have a great day Michelle! Evelyn {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}} 247/149/147

Michelle, I am scheduled for 12/15 and I am going through the same feelings!Everytime I look at my Daughter i want to cry because I think to myself,What if something happens how could I do this to her!But then when I think about how I feel everyday and what might happen anyway !In your heart you know that you NEED to do this! I'm doing it for her and my Wife as well as myself so we will all have a better life.,and thats what makes it feel right. So calm down and think good thoughts.We will both be fine! JM

Michelle; It is normal to be nervous. I just had open on Dec. 1st and I am so glad that I made this decision. I was down 11 pounds after the first week. I did get an upper respiratory infection while in the hospital and am still coughing and on medication for it but other than that it has been an uneventful trip for me and I will pray that yours goes as smooth. I had alot of health problems going into surgery including severe asthma that has ended me up on a ventilatory many times. I have diabetes and high blood pressure and well as a weird neuromuscular disease. I was a complication waiting to happen and made it through fine. The doctors stay on top of everything possible to make this as safe as possible for you. Please try to relax and stay focused on the new you that this surgery will help you to achieve. I got out of a wheelchair in July and prior to my surgery and today I walked 2 miles. Who would have thought. I will keep you in my prayers and if you need someone to talk to let me know. Kathi

michelle, i just found out and im having surgery the 31at of january,,,,i sooooooooooooo know what your talking about i want to scream cz im happy then scared all the emotions are there!!!!!!! email me if you want to chatt...julie k

Michelle I know how you feel...I felt the same way...and all I can say is..... If ya did not feel the feelings you are feeling...maybe this isnt the right thing for you to do.......I think its all a part of what we all felt.....just remember.......In the end..your bettering your life 300% !! Ill be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers......Ya need anything feel free to drop me a line !! Take Care and RELAXXXXX Ull be FINE !! Love2U Brenny

No you are not nuts neighbor. WLS is a big step, but I am sure that you researched all the pros and cons and that you are ready for this big step.