Last Pre-Surgery Post ...
There are simply no words with which to thank you. I am at a loss at how I could possibly reciprocate for all the time and energy you have spent to give me support ... a cyber hug ... words of encouragement.
I fought this fight for me, because on some level (regardless of the "little voices" ... LOL), I knew I was worth it and I knew the life I have today - while satisfying because of the people I love and who love me - could be so much more. I have never been one who could easily receive without giving and I've had enough of trying to make my life and health better through non-surgical means. Through the grace of God, the surgery will make the difference for me.
One thing I do know, however ... This is your result as well as it is mine. You supported me when I really wasn't sure if I could go on; you understood and empathized. Many of you wanted this for me as much as you had wanted it for yourselves. There is no doubt in my mind that there is such a thing as unconditional love, because you and my family have proven it to me everyday.
I love you guys and will be eternally grateful for the support and love you have shown me. I am humbled by it ... I feel so protected ... Thank you for all of you who are keeping me in your prayers.
Looking forward to my next post as an official member of the "fellowship of the switch ..."
I've posted an unabridged version on my profile if you are so inclined as to subject yourself for a fairly long read:
http://www.obesityhelp.com/morbidobesity/profile.phtml?N=M1075682974#Breaking
& {{{HUGS}}} &
Melissa