How is your week going? Check in please it is AWFUL quiet here!

jamiecatlady5
on 2/4/09 8:52 am - UPSTATE, NY
In my attempt to stay current, present and on track with my long term goals of physical and emotional growth and helath I need to have a community. I am here, doing my daily deeb reathing, my daily meditation and positive affirmation CD. I have been sleeping better! I am leaving work on time! I am taking care of me. This past w/e I went to the spa with a friend and got a 60 min hot stone massage! Heavenly! Monday I got a pedicure with my nail fill...lovely! More taking care of me!

I have been finding more success in exercise balance than the old obsessive addictive nature I had a year ago or more...
I am able to go to the gym 2x week and be ok with that and do some on my elliptical at home 30 min 203x week and be ok with that! I feel much healthier all around.

I am reading daily positive supportive readings, I am not yet faithful to daily journaling but getting that in 2x most weeks. I have been doing 1-2x week in CODA meetings as well for support!
I have not licked the emotional eating and know this is a gradual growth process and determination is key. I am determined to reach my goals..

How are others doing? Please check in good bad or otherwise!
:hugs:
Take Care,
Jamie Ellis RN MS NPP

100cm proximal Lap RNY 10/9/02 Dr. Singh Albany, NY
320(preop)/163(lowest)/185(current)  5'9'' (lost 45# before surgery)
Plastics 6/9/04 & 11/11/2005  Dr. King
www.albanyplasticsurgeons.com
http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/jamiecatlady5/
"Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect, it just means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections!"
Penny R.
on 2/4/09 10:12 am - Hubbardsville, NY
Hi Jamie,

I have had a rough few days at work.  I was concerned that I would find comfort in food as usual. I am proud to tell you that I was still able to lose this week...I tried to choose foods that are good if I did find myself looking to food.  I actually found it difficult to eat as the situation at work was a very emotionally challenging one.  So....I guess what I am trying to say is that I guess I am slowly changing those bad food habits a little at a time.  Sometimes we must find success where we can, right? 
I had today off from work, so I exercised with the WII - that was great fun!  I am hoping the cold weather will break soon so that I can get back out to walking the dog on a regular basis...(I live in a rural area) this will also help. I have never been an exercise fan, but ya know, I find myself missing it when I don't do something. 
I heard from my primary care doctor that he FINALLY received my records from my bariatric surgeon, so hopefully I can finally get some support from a team of folks closer to me than where I had the surgery. This has been difficult for me as I have had to depend on mostly online forums like this & people that I work with who have also had the surgery.
I weighed in today and have hit the 115 pounds gone mark...not lost - I am not trying to find it again!!! - but gone - FOREVER -

Take care and keep up the good work...you are an inspiration to many, including me!

 
jamiecatlady5
on 2/4/09 7:10 pm - UPSTATE, NY
Penny:
Thank you for checking in. I appreciate the honesty and am honored that you share your wisdom here with us all. I appreciate the feedback and compliment.

I agree sometimes success is small, other times quite profound. I beleive recovery is a lifetime journey and if the first step is awrenss and the second is healthier choice then out next sstep can be not even turning to food perhaps!

Good for you! I find I do not want to deny or repress or get rid of my stressors, they are valuable lessons and opportunities for my personal growth, instead I want to accept them and embrace them and lern to live with them in balance!
Have a good day! HUGS DEAR!
Take Care,
Jamie Ellis RN MS NPP

100cm proximal Lap RNY 10/9/02 Dr. Singh Albany, NY
320(preop)/163(lowest)/185(current)  5'9'' (lost 45# before surgery)
Plastics 6/9/04 & 11/11/2005  Dr. King
www.albanyplasticsurgeons.com
http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/jamiecatlady5/
"Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect, it just means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections!"
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