Today is the day
Today is day of my surgery and whie I am getting ready, I thought that I would take a moment to express by disbelief that this is really happening. I cant believe I am about to emark on a journey that will enable me to feel like myself. My family is very supportive of me but most of them state that they will disown me if I get too small becasue they are so use to me looking big. I know they are joking but I can not help to wonder how far will I go. I have not seen myself skinny since I was 10/11 years old. This will be a new realm for me....Im ready for it.....