So dperession SUCKS!!!!

So I am trying to be as positive as I can be when you feel so crapy you wonder why??  I should be happy with all the progress that I have made.  I am so healthy weight wise that I should be jumping for joy and living my life to the fullist.  BUT I am feelig so very sad and have so much anxiety ......Work is getting harder to deal with.  Boss and now some friends that I felt were one of my best friends are now turning their back on my due to my boss threating them to watch what is said with me....I keep wondering WTF!!!!!  Are we in high schol.  MY mom keeps telling me no matter where you work there is always stupid people who like trouble.  i was always number 1 in my bosses eyes I am a very stroong worker who cleans up all messes created by others or people who are fired.  I have worked in the sameplace fo 8 yrs.  I feel like the ones I concerned good friends are not returning my calls blowing me off.  I feel so heart broken over this...At the time they were not fond of your boss BUT now that they have been called in the office and told that she knows I do not like her they better watch out...Almost like she is threating their promotion/ Porbation???  I am not sure what to do to not let it bother me???  It seems like as the weight has dosapeared so did the strong headed tell it like it is person I used to be.  Everything effects me know.....PLEASE if anyone has any good advise i am in deprespt need for some Thanks Bridgit

Dont worry about other people....trust me at my work everyone thinks Im my bosses Pet. Just because I do my work and my boss never had to do any write ups on me...SO many jealous people Just do your thing and dont worry about others. And congrats on your weight loss..Just remember just because we Lose weight doesnt mean Life will be easier:) What are they saying that has your Boss telling them to watch what they say?? Onew co worker asked me about my boobs sue to they are big if I was gonna have surgery? (which didnt bother me) But she said under our company polices I could take it as sexual harrasment. Everyone is diffrent in what he/she would go to a boss to say they feel they are being harrassed, I myself didnt take it that way. Pm me if ya like Michelle

hi. i am so sorry to hear how hard things have been for you lately. You have dome such amazing things with your weight loss. i don't know what you do fro a living but maybe you should start looking for a new place to work. If your work endowment is making you this upset you need to move on. i know with he state of the economy this may not be easy but you should look. You are a great person who doesn't need to be treated so poorly every day.
good luck

I can relate a to this.  Everyone at the office thinks I have changed into this mean spirited person after I lost the weight.  I used to get along with everyone...now its like I walk into the room it goes quiet or they all talking about what I wear, does feel like high school...

I am trying to make my ife as stress free as possible it is very hard to swallow when people you whole hertly trusted stab you right in the ack...I m so heart broken that it seems like I am letting it control my well being.  I have one of the most uportive families that one culd ask for...They can only do nd say so much...I am going to thearipy on Wednesday and I will be honest to all. I am on meds to control depression/anxiety which sometimes I wonder if they wokr.  I kow that Strong headed person still is livng inside this skinnybody BUT where it is I don't know....Life itself can be stressful money, family job ect however to not nkow who to trust makes MY life a living hell.  I always need verbal support from close family mmber who always are there for me....I do not want to look for more work....I love my job I help people everyday get major medicall bills paid and i have a great retirment....I plan n having a meeting with my supervior n Tuesday and cleaning out the aor.  It needs to be done.  I am writing off alll freinds that pull me down or try to preach there way of life to me....I know what needs t be done and I am TRYING MY HARDEST!!!!!   Sometimes I wonder if i was happier FAT!!!  I keep hearing I how I have changed for the worst and I am not sure why..I have given all mu bigger close away to people at my work who needed would give the shirt off my back to anyone as long as you do not cross me.  SOOOOOOO  I am going back to work tomorrow and I will see what happens...XXOO to all of yu

You are a strong person or you would not have been able to write what you did. Stay focused and stay strong and all will work out.