2 DAys till surgery!
Two more days till my surgery. The hospital called me today and informed me that I have to be at the hospital by 6AM monday morning. The closer it gets, the worse my sleep is. I am tossing and turning all night. I have this intense fear that I will be the one person who is not successful with this surgery!
I'd tell you not to worry but it is natural & almost everyone goes through the same anxiety!!! You both will be fine & you are doing this for all the right reasons!!!! Keep those reasons in mind & you'll be just fine!!!
It's funny - I wasn't nervous at all... I believe I knew it was the right thing to do at this time in my life so I was really pretty calm about it!! I also felt like my mom was watching over me & that she'd never let anything happen... I did this so I would be around a lot longer than she was!!! I wanted to live life again not just go through the motions!
Good luck!!! Congrats on making it this far... this is the hardest part!! ...well, at least I thought so!!!
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on 1/6/08 3:57 am - MT
on 1/6/08 3:57 am - MT
Just wanted to wish you all the best for tomorrow hun, please post when you get back home to let us know how it went!
~hugs~
