Wish me luck!
Tavia V
on 1/13/07 11:02 pm - Long Island, NY
on 1/13/07 11:02 pm - Long Island, NY
Hey everyone,
Tuesday morning at 9am I am heading to the hospital to do another modified upper GI study. The good news is the surgeon said he doesnt mind if Dennis stays in the room while they do the test. Dennis wants to see for himself this situation and he will punch anyone who says something stupid. I am making sure they video tape it again so I get second opinions and dont have to repeat this test again.
Honestly, I feel like a circus side show freak with all of these Dr. Mcstupids who want to hang out and watch. Everyone is beginning to think I am just one of these people who cannot tolerate this surgery(not b/c its my fault or anyone elses,) but b/c it's just the way the moon and stars are crossed I guess. This upper GI on tuesday will give us the answer on what is going on.
The surgeon said if it really is the same stupid problems all over again, it is pretty much my call on what to do at this point. He says he will reverse the surgery if that is what i want or revise everything over once again if that is what I want(he says he doesnt think that will help-just due to the fact he did that already-or last long if it does improve anything)
Him and his partner have had to take apart the surgery on a few people for behavioral problems with the surgery, never a bad motility problem like myself. It seems most surgeons have patients like myself w/chronic problems(regardless of the reason) with this surgery they just don't talk about them(heck I dont blame them, why would they) or hurry them out of their office.
Last time I went for labs,some levels were too low so I have to stay in the hospital and get drips in as well on tuesday. I dont have a PICC line in anymore(b/c my insurance co. are a-holes) so I have to do it there. Good (yet pathetic)news is my PCP knows that the ER Dr Mcstupids drive me nuts so he put in papers to admit me so at least I will go up to a room to do it(instead of sitting in the ER) Then I can leave once I am done with the treatments. It shouldnt take THAT long I hope.
We will see what the upper GI shows and go from there. No, it doesn't end.
Blah and blah.

Hey you........YOu know my thoughts and prayers are with you as usual....Please call me or have Dennis call us and let us know whats up.
Make sure Dennis behaves himself we dont need a court case or anything because he punches out a dr mcstupid.....lol.........
If he wants to box tell him to come here and play Wii boxing.....
And yes it will end.........it has to....you deserve for it toooooooo.....AND I SAY it will end....and i am a brat and always get what i want eventually.....LOL
Love ya
LisaMarie
(deactivated member)
on 1/14/07 3:55 am - MT
on 1/14/07 3:55 am - MT
Tavia,
Hun I sorry that you are STILL going through this but know you and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers. 
Please keep us posted on how this all goes....
Debra P




good luck on tuesday ..... im not one for many words but i just want to say that im glad i met you and im glad that i have you in my life for support and i pray for you on a daily basis....... i know your in good hands and things will work out for you.... im almost always here if you need me !!!! feel good and ill talk to you sooooooon
Stacy