I need a surgeon

My provincal medical plan approved my surgery this past January, but I am getting sicker day by day..and I afraid I am going to die..before I find a surgeon..who will do this surgery, I don't know where to look for a surgeon..I have a 12 year old child, with cerebral palsy, who needs me..I am only 47..and I really am scared..living where I live..that I am going to die..before I can get the help I need..I am in chronic pain..24 hours a day now..and it is wearing me thin..do anyone know a surgeon..in Canada..who will take in the real sick ones.