So Nervous!

Well my appt with the surgeon has arrived, I have to be in her office at 1pm tomorrow and I am sooo nervous!  I am down 10lbs since I started the journey, I had lost 20 lbs but gained some back as I was hovering on the 40 BMI and didnt want to give the insurance company a reason to say no.  I have to print out all my new patient forms and get them filled out before I meet with her.

Now my stomach is in knots... what if she says I am not a candidate?  What if my insurance does not approve it?  The surgeon's paperwork states I need to have a referral sent to her by my PCP; that isnt going to happen as my PCP said there is no way in HE** that she will ever refer me for surgery.  "You just need to stop being lazy and get moving, stop eating junk, and excercise more!!"  UGH...

I'm so ready to get this new tool and to start working the heck out of it... I HATE Summer and being fat! I hate wearing shorts or a bathing suit... I just want to shop in the normal women's section and not have to worry about buying tents to cover all the rolls and such!! 

Hoping the surgeon says it's a go and gives me my date... that way I can have surgery in July and hopefully see ONEDER-LAND by the end of Summer in August/September!!

I want my feet and my legs back... not these kankles I have going on now! HA HA HA

For anyone (Deb C?!) that had Dr. Campbell - how was she?  Did you have to convince her to do the surgery?  Anyone on the border of losing all their weight and she turned you down??

Hope everyone is well... Such a nice start to the 1st day of Summer today...

Wish I didnt have to search for a full time job now... anyone know of anything let me know!! Office, Sales, Customer Service... Hubby says we need me working and the kids in daycare so the hunt begins!!

HAPPY TUESDAY ALL!!