Going Backwards

So I just came back from getting my third fill, and I think I waited too long.  I have gained 8 pounds (UGH way too easily) and I am starving.  So it is liquids for two days, mushies for two days, and then back on track.  I AM going to finish what I have started.  I lost a very special friend this week.  It was a freak accident, she fell down cellar stairs rushing to go to the bathroom.  And now she is gone, and I can't tell her I love her, and that I will miss her terribly.  She was my surrogate Mom, and has been there for me since my mother died. 

Sorry...still in shock. Got a little off track there.

Oh god that is so sad. I'm sorry to hear that. you take care of yourself.

Heidi

Oh geez, Martha, I'm so sorry about your loss. 

Martha,

Again, I am so sorry about your loss.  How devestating. 

Try to keep yourself busy for the next few days.  Maybe that will help with the hunger?  I know you and I believe you when you say will will finish what you started!  Try to hang in there and stay focused on the end result.  I know it's hard.....YOU CAN DO THIS!

Lisa

I am very sorry about your loss.          How sudden and how terrible.

Prayers are for you tonight.

Oh Martha I'm giving you a hug right now. i am so sorry for your loss.
You'll be ok - you know what you have to do and you've come very far. Right now just take care of yourself. Is there anything I can do for you?

Martha I'm very sorry to hear about your loss. That is terribly sad. I'm sure she knew you loved her. A big hug from me.
And don't beat yourself up...I know you are working hard and your struggling right now, but you have certainly not given up. I see you at the gym, I know you want this and you will succeed.
In my old life of bad eating habits I'd have gained way more than 8 pounds. You'll be surprised how quick that'll come off during the liquids and mushies!!

I'm sorry for your loss Martha.  How shocking.

I am so sorry for your loss Martha,  Please know we are all here for you. There are hugs and prayers heading your way.

You just keep going and you will make your goal. You have inspired me to get off my butt and start exercising again.


Peace be with you  you have another angel watching over you

 Oh my dear Martha! - Quite understandable that you would get off track! .... Way off track.   You are a strong lady (it's evident in your posts). - Keep your chin up and keep your eye on your goal! 

I am deeply sorry for your loss.



Cathy