I am going to LOSE MY MIND!!!

Thanks!  You know, I feel better already just because I said something to her.  I think it might be a few days before I hear anything, maybe longer.  That's ok, maybe she needs time to think. 

I would encourage anyone at this point to do what I did if they are in the same shoes.  From what I've read and from the people I've been privileged to meet in this journey, this is a common happening. 

You know, we all worry about the changes that will happen to our food and to our bodies.  To be cliche, "I never thought this would be me".