I signed the consent form!

I had my meeting with the surgeon today.  Nothing much to report there.  He played with my flubber (he he he), went over all the risks and asked if I had any questions.  He said, "So, did I tell you anything new?"  Nope.  Actually you didn't put most of it half as badly than some of the stuff I read online!  He kind of chuckled.... Then I signed the consent form. So, tonight at the soccer field---I had the baby in the back seat asleep and was sitting in the car watching the older boys play.....I cried my fool head off.  None of the 'risks' bother me except one---you know---the death one!  What if I am making a mistake and I am that 1 in 100 that die and leave my kids orphans?   Oh, I made him laugh again.  He was telling me about the death rate.  He has only had one patient die and it was weeks after surgery and they actually could not pinpoint what caused the death....don't even know if it had anything to do with the surgery.  So I said, "Well, then I guess your past due for one...."  His eyes got wide and gave a little chuckle, "I hope not!" Trust, Trust, Trust----this is the right thing for me.  I have waited a long time, this is a hard road.  This has to be the right decision.  Oh crap! Michelle

How exciting!  Don't worry - it will all turn out wonderfully!

That's great Michelle! You are definitely on the way!

Ann

Hi Michele,     So things are getting really real, eh?  Your doing great.  I'm so glad you were at ease with your surgeon.  That is a big piece, I think.  It sounds to me like you have things well in hand.  I'm thinking of you and sending good vibes your way.  Treading

You will do just fine! I am so looking forward to the day i sign the form. I think once the time approaches, we all will be a bit nervous. Its natural. Any date yet? Sherry