The hospital is my second home

Ok, today is my 6 month anniversary, and I'm in the hospital yet again. I've got to be honest guys. I have had a hard time getting up every day of these last 6 months and saying I made the right decision. I've lost 110#, but having to endure 2 pulmonary embolisms, blood clot in my entire right leg and abdomen, an ulcer and now a bleeding ulcer at the base of my stomach from the staples coming apart has NOT been fun. I really need some encouragement. I'm depressed, frustrated, feel very alone and just want to wake up tomorrow with all this way out of the way! I'm taking care of myself and am doing the necessities to stay healthy, but sometimes we are dealt a crappy hand! Please send your thoughts. Even the ones that tell me to suck it up because at least I'm still alive!!!!

I am so sorry you are having these problems. I'm sure it's hard to be happy when things keep going wrong. Try to keep a positive attitude and make sure to keep taking care of yourself. Soon it will be "tomorrow" and the problems you are having today will all be in the past. If you need to "talk", you are welcome to email me. You will be in my prayers. Anissa

Hi, You have been through hell and back with all these complications.There is a lot to be said for still being alive. I would probably feel the same if I went through what you have gone through. I am saying a prayer for you. Hang in there and hopefully it will be over soon. Congratulations on your weight loss. Let us know how you are doing. Mona