Any news on Patrick S?

Please let us all know on the main board as many of us are praying for him...

I haven't heard anything....But I did contact someone in Ainsworth who is checking for me Ans

Thank you for checking for us all.

The news on Patrick S is, Im still around. I realize the post I wrote was considered a cry for help, or whatever you want to call it...but I really could have lived without the cops so, thanks for that. Understand that I do NOT live in Ainsworth now and the address the cops initially went to was NOT my house, it was my Aunts so, thanks once again. Folks, I dont need to be locked up, thats NOT gonna help me...been there done that. So what do I want. I want to live, I want to thrive, I DO want that. But I also recognize my net worth, and what Ive done for most of my adult life. I am NOT productive. I am NOT responsible. I DO NOT work toward any goal to better myself. A Falling Down reference, Im past the point of no return...if youve seen the movie you know the line. That describes it best. So what do I expect by coming here and posting this garbage? I dont know. Maybe I hope for a miracle. Maybe just to vent to some folks who understand. Will I put a bullet in my brain tomorrow. No. No gun. And honestly, theres still time left...not that Im exactly using that time to its fullest advantage but as long as I have what I have left, Im alive.