I'm Here

Hi Everyone, I had my surgery August 17 and am fine. I have been thinking about what I want to say on my first post back and haven't decided so I am just winging it. Physically I am fine BUT let me tell you the emotional toll this surgery can have is pretty strong. I have my good days and bad days where all I want is the surgery undone. I am pretty tired and that is hard with a 15 month old, also the protein drinks are almost intolerable after the surgery so I struggle with that. I know it has to get better but right now I am having serious buyers remorse, you know careful what you wish for. The food thing isn't that big of a deal because I am not that hungry anyways. Well I just wanted to drop a note and see how everyone is doing, it doesn't look like too much has been going on since I left. I hope everyone is well. Sincerely, Cindi

Hi Cindi- great to hear from you again! Were you in the hospital long? I think the 'buyers remorse' is very common, and passes with time...will cross my fingers for you! Sheryl E./Omaha

Welcome back Cindi.. I cant imagine going through it with a toddler to deal with,, No wonder you are tired.. you have earned it girl..Finding a tolerable protein is the worst part as far as I am concerned. Im 5 weeks out and just finally did.. vitalady .com is a good place. you can order samples and not have to end up with a tub of something you cant stomach..Hang in there things WILL get better..JeanB

Cindi, I too had my surgery on August 17 adn I'm busy chasing after a 13 month old. We have a lot in common! I feel much of what you are too -- it's really rough. I just started taking Paxil to help with everything -- it's taken an emotional toll on me. I tried to go back to work yesterday (out of guilt) and I ended up leaving because I was so nauseous and just plain drained. I'm back here this morning for a few hours to get some things lined up and then I'm going back home to rest. Hang in there and please e-mail me if oyu want to talk. Kristin