Rough Day.

Sexy L.
on 1/21/08 2:55 am - Hordville, NE

I am having a truely rough time of letting the kids go back to their mother. I don't think that it would be quite so bad if I really thought that she would take care of herself and them this time around. I am so depressed and wondering what to do with myself and my life now that I have no business, no job and no kids. I don't know how to focus on myself and take care of myself anymore. I am sure that sounds weird, but it is true. The last year and a half was spent totally focusing on and taking care of other people to the point that I ceased to exist as a seperate entity. I know that given time this will pass, but for now it is really painful. Hazel

Hazel

monymony
on 1/21/08 3:21 am

Lap Band on 01/22/02

Hi Hazel, that is the problem with being a mother. You focus on the needs of others and forget about you. Now you can do some things you have been putting off. Are you still going with us to the Bolder Boulder? You can start training for it. Also look for a new job. I know with your talents it shouldn't be too hard. You are such an awesome lady for putting your life on hold to take care of your family. Let us know how you are doing. Mona

Sexy L.
on 1/21/08 3:32 am - Hordville, NE

RNY on 01/19/06

Mona, I intend to be at the Bolder Boulder, so yes, I can start to train. Send me all the details so I can get it on my calendar. I would really like to start another business of my own. I am thinking of a bakery maybe. Keep me and the decisions that I have to make in your prayers. Hazel

Hazel