When it rains it pours
(((Shannon))),
I can understand how frustrating this all is. I had a surgical complication which caused me to remain in the hospital for a few extra days, delaying the beginning of my own journey. Right now, in the moment, it is all so frustrating, but soon these difficulties will be behind you and your journey will smooth out developing a rhythm all it's own.
One of the things that really helped me then and still does to this day, is to write down 3 things for which I'm grateful. Sometimes, especially, when I'm struggling, I find this helps me see my glass as half full and not focus on the proverbial 'spilt' milk.
Wishing you all the best,
Barbara
ObesityHelp Coach and Support Group Leader
http://www.obesityhelp.com/group/bcumbo_group/
High-264, Current-148, Goal-145
BTW... while I'm really hoping that the NC forum will start becoming the lively, supportive place it once was, you may want to also consider visiting the LightWeight forum. It is very much like the NC forum used to be. It's active and filled with lovely, supportive people.
I hope to see more of you whether it's here or there.
Take care of you!
Barbara
ObesityHelp Coach and Support Group Leader
http://www.obesityhelp.com/group/bcumbo_group/
High-264, Current-148, Goal-145