really scared
thanks barbara and jackie.
i will try to work with the cpap. i have forgot it for years now. where is elm city?
i am so very depressed today. the worst i have been in a very long time. just want to cry or die, all i did was sleep all day. have the traditionalal dinner cooking now but no appitite. want to drink, want to smoke, and want to run. everything i have worked so hard for, i feel like just giving up. and i dont even know why.
deb
i will try to work with the cpap. i have forgot it for years now. where is elm city?
i am so very depressed today. the worst i have been in a very long time. just want to cry or die, all i did was sleep all day. have the traditionalal dinner cooking now but no appitite. want to drink, want to smoke, and want to run. everything i have worked so hard for, i feel like just giving up. and i dont even know why.
deb
Deb,
Are you on any medication for depression? Do you see a physician for it?
It sounds like to me you need to call a physician or go to the hospital if your depression has gotten so bad you just sleep all the time and want to die. Please do whatever it takes to take care of yourself.
Oh and Elm City is a tiny little town about an hour east of Raleigh and two hours west of Atlantic Beach. I really live out in the country in Wilson county but have an Elm City address.
Are you on any medication for depression? Do you see a physician for it?
It sounds like to me you need to call a physician or go to the hospital if your depression has gotten so bad you just sleep all the time and want to die. Please do whatever it takes to take care of yourself.
Oh and Elm City is a tiny little town about an hour east of Raleigh and two hours west of Atlantic Beach. I really live out in the country in Wilson county but have an Elm City address.
It is not the magnitude of our actions but the amount of love that is put into them that matters.
Mother Teresa
Mother Teresa
i have been on some type of med for33 years give or take. now i am on lamactial for bipolar. i like an accompimanrt of abilify but had to go off because of cost. whne i stay ultra busy as most of the time i am okay but before christmas break and now in it it has worsened but yesterday was just bad. today i will 'act as if' if it kills me. act as if i am fine. doesnt help to act how i feel, it just upsets those around me. if i were still drinking, yes it would probably be time for another hospital run, about the 12th but i have to much to loose right now to do that. i know what they do, which is nothing bu****ch you for a few days, drug you up or take you off and send you back out into the same problems. havent had to go in about 9 years. see my shrink and my great addictions counselor on monday. just havr to pretend. thanks for letting me mouth off.
deb
deb