Precious is gone
our sweet little Precious did not make it.
I was up early to give her her first feeding as I have been doing all week.
I laid back down and got up an hour later and found my sweet little girl had died.
In fact yesterday she had just started standing up.
Lee and I poured our hearts into doing all the right things for the baby.
In fact I just recieved a 5lb bag of the Kaytee foumula yesterday.
I am at a loss for words right now.
Annie
I'm so sorry Annie....
She looked and sounded like she was coming along.
The babies are so fragile and can easily choke. Sounds like you and Lee did all you could to nurse and love her.
Although we have watched our birdies have 6 healthy babies, there were several that did not make it.
It is hard to see. and I feel for you. We had quite a few burials for our babies. Let it out and when you are ready, you can try again.
{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs and much love}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
If I am gonna eat like a fat girl, then I gotta workout
like a skinny girl!
Valerie
Lee gets home at noon today and we will bury our sweet little Precious.
One thing I can do to help me is to go workout it may seem silly to some but it is my emotinal outlet.
Annie
We will see you on Saturday morning at Perkins.
Thanks for being such a good friend to me I love you
My mind is so full of what if's right now.
I know Precious filled my heart with great joy.
I always thought having pets would help me fill that void of never having children and most of the time it does.
When you loose them the pain is always the same.
One thing I relized is I cant turn to food anymore when I am in emotinal pain.
The desire is there but I know physically it is never going to be posible.
Annie
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Annie,
I am so very sorry for your loss.
Barbara
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