Shaky, sweaty, freeze, crave peanut butter
We had just about the same stats. My high weight was 264, but I was about 250 when I started this journey and went down to 132. I know weight about 140 to 142 right now. I don't have issues with freezing/sweating, or craving peanut butter, but I am concerned about weight gain. I have been eating stuff I shouldn't and was okay with the first 5 to 8 lbs, but the last couple have me worried. I know I need to make some changes.
I do see myself a slim most of the time, but sometimes I see a dysmorphic version of myself. I have had some portraits of myself taken and it helps me to see the smaller me most of the time.
I think that the concerns you have about seeing yourself as heavy still, are within norms, but I'm concerned that you go without eating for fear of regain. If you haven't seen a counselor about this issue, I would consider it. You don't want to trade one unhealthy food issue with another.
Wishing you all the best,
Barbara
ObesityHelp Coach and Support Group Leader
http://www.obesityhelp.com/group/bcumbo_group/
High-264, Current-148, Goal-145
I'm glad to hear that you recognize that you need help and are getting it. Andrea is so right about hypglycemia too. It can be life threatening if not managed and treated appropriately. The good news is that it's relatively easy to do, with a little practice and glucometer.
Wishing you all the best,
Barbara
ObesityHelp Coach and Support Group Leader
http://www.obesityhelp.com/group/bcumbo_group/
High-264, Current-148, Goal-145
Good Luck.
Vini