My story is here instead of on my blog(sorry long)

Deb,  All I can say is God is so good! I got chills reading your story and where you have been and how you got to where you are.  I hope things continue to improve for you.  You are so blessed!

Hugs,

OMG DEBBIE!!  What a miracale you are!  You must have in you a very strong soul and Guardian Angels among your earthone's included.  I can only imagin the hope and strength you bring and will bring to those who learn your story.  The strongest being all things are possible through prayer.  My eldest daughter is a miracal through hands on prayer.  My tears are for how scared your family must had been but also how Great our God is.  What wonderful things he must have for you to do.  Doesn't mean it will be easy but I am sure all of this is too make a difference in many peoples lives.  We certainly know it has in yours and even in what little issues I have I still question at times my choice but it is done, so don't feel bad for questioning it.  I think you of all have that right!  And to think some people believe this is the easy way out.  Guess you'll set them straight on that!  I am so speachless, what a journey you have made.  I guess they finally fixed the leak issue.  So many of us sail through this with the general issues, loss hair, wacky blood work, low sugar and such but it is farther out.  I guess this reality is this surgery is risky and takes alot of thought about the what if's no one wants to think about.  It hopefully will make us think about the realities or possibilties of what could happen.  Debbie Thank you for making me feel so humble and greatful for what I have been bless with.  You have made me sit back and think and changed my tomorrow!  No need to say God Bless you.... he has.

Thank you for such a beautiful reply.(to both posters above) You get it...God is soooo good!! I am so thankful for my todays.  I just want to be a blessing to people and that is why I finally had the nerve to tell my story.  Hopefully soon I will update and tell more about my "today" life.
Hugs, Debbie