I've really been struggling lately

Barb,
I appreciate all your posts, ideas, efforts, suggestions and advice.
Know you are in my thoughts and prayers - (((((((HUGS)))))))) to you!
Brenda

Thanks Brenda!

Barb
Sorry you were having such a rough time I hope you are feeling better and if it makes you feel better Ive eaten a bag of halloween candy over the last few days by myself... Im addicted to Candy and sugar and everyday is a struggle and for some reason bread makes me dump hard but sugar as long as its not tons at a time Im ok with....Im trying to drink when I feel the urge to eat junk. Anyways hope your day gets better for you

Darcie

Hi Darcie,

Thanks for the support and words of commiseration and encouragement. I hope things get better for you too.

Barb

Barb, first things first...BIG HUGS....
You are always here to lift us up and always be supportive. That in itself, puts a bit of stress on you without you even knowing it. I know these symptoms because I go through it often in my own life. I suffer from depression, self doubt and all those things that you mentioned. I am known in my family as the "fixer". I don't rest until everyone is happy but rarely am I happy.
Being here in OH has allowed me to rest and not have to fix everything. You are a big part of the rest that I have received. I find so much comfort in your responses to others that are reaching out for help and reassurance.
I just want you to know that you haven't failed at anything. You are human and have been through alot. The recent death of a newborn in your family is enough to trigger what happened.
I am so proud of you for picking yourself up and sharing what happened. You have shown me and probably alot of other members that, when these things happen, we can get through it.
I am so glad that you are my friend.
Lastly...BIG HUGS
Jane

Jane,

Thanks so much for your sweet, thoughtful note. I appreciate it more than words can say.

Barb

P.S. I'm glad to have you for a friend too.

Hey Barb,

I saw your message and just wanted to let you know you are not alone!!!!   Know that each morning is a brand new day.  Yesterday is gone and you don't have to deal with it anymore.  God gives us a fresh start everyday.  You are such a great support to me.  I always look forward to your thoughts and knowledge.  Keep up the good work.

Deborah

Thank you Deborah.

Barb

Barb,
Don't beat yourself up over the toast. You saw what happened and now are wiser for it.  I can't give advice cause I am a mostly up person. I don't think I was a panic or depression eater. I ate because food tasted gOOd. I do know you are a wise and savy person and I believe you can stop any behavior not favorable for you continued success.  If talking to someone will help with meltdown I am a good listener and can hear from many angles. You can PM me and I will send my phone. Before my wls I could put away 6 pieces of cinnamon toaste with sugar and butter just because it tasted good. From what I have seen of you....you will stop bad behavior before you go to far.
Go treat yourself to a pediacure and realize what a special person you are. The leg messages which come with it feel GOOD!
Myrtis

Myrtis,

Thank you for your support and friendship.

Barb