Before and After
Hi Deborah,
I really understand how difficult it can be to visualize yourself 100 lbs thinner. I know that I didn't have a frame of reference to 'see' what I'd look like and to be honest, I look much different than I thought I would. The last time I was anywhere near slender, I was 16 and still a *****unky. When I slimmed down that summer, I was shaped something like Rachel Ray. Now I'm shaped very differently. I'm barrel chested and slim hipped. Who would have thought? Not me! I found a website called virtualmodel.com that does a pretty good job at giving you a decent representation of what you would look like at different weights, but I had the proportions all wrong.
If you look at my photos, you'll see my metamorphosis, but to be honest, I'm about 136 now and so I'm about 10 to 25 lbs lighter now than I am in most of my photos. I hate my most recent photos because of the excess skin and I haven't posted any lately. My son is getting married soon and I'll probably have some to post after that.
I wish you all the best as you make this incredible journey.
Barb
Barbara
ObesityHelp Coach and Support Group Leader
http://www.obesityhelp.com/group/bcumbo_group/
High-264, Current-148, Goal-145
For awhile, I think I was keeping such close track of it all, I was just revelling in it. But now that I've been at goal for awhile, I find that my brain is settling in somewhere in the middle weights. When I look at pictures, I find myself thinking things like: wow, that's a great picture...it makes me look little! When in reality, that's how I look all the time, it's not a magic picture or anything. :)
Yesterday I went shopping with 5 other friends (a friend with a mini van drove.) As we loaded up the back of the van with all of our purchases, we had to start storing stuff around us on the seats. After everything started getting filled up, one of my friends said, "We need someone skinny to sit in the back now. Deb, that's you." I laughed at first and then realized that next to the driver, I actually was one of the smallest people there! I appologized for the laughing and explained that I thought she was joking. They all got a giggle out of the way my brain is still playing catch up too. :) Thank God for supportive, understanding friends!
Deborah