Aug 29 i get a date

Aug. 29th ill learn my date!!! So pray bc im having some problems.. personal problems with myself! I really am feelin low about myself and wishing this would come sooner... i just learn that my bf is coming home from iraq and being taken right back from me to go to CA for training and then he is getting shipped off again! i feel completely lost... he wont be able to be there for me at all.... we have been together 2 years and prob spent 5months together .... i just am completely drepessed and this surgery is the only thing im lookin forward to now


thanks for listenin everyone

Amber, So sorry to hear you are feeling down.  Hopefully finding out the surgery date will help to lift your spirits a little.  {{{Hugs}}}

Thanks alot... i just feel like i got let down.. i need all the prayers i can get

Im so sorry about your bf. You so in my prays!!!!!!!! No matter what is go on in your life please love yourself. I know how you feel but it will be ok , it will get better . I have them days sometime went it come to my family. I will let my feeling get hurt before I hurt someone. Then later I think about what I could have say or done diffent. By the way can I use your phone? I need to call HEAVEN & thank GOD 4 a beautiful person like you, Again please love yourself I had to learned the hard way!!!!!!!

Thanks alot i needed that.. I love myself alot! ppl always tell me they cant help but love me bc i love everything about myself! lol even with my weight ive always throught i was pretty just had a set back lol


the reason i freaked about the bf was bc i had throught about how much of the problems we were having and when he told me about the moving thing i felt so bad for being mad at him and he beign over there in iraq... i hated myself at that moment but then he said what every girl needs sometimes.. *baby you everything to me and i wouldnt wanna live without u* he always knows that to say when im sad... plus he calls me darlin and idk why but the way he says it makes me tingle all inside!


thanks for listenin again

((((Sweetheart)))),

I can hear the pain in your post and I'm so very sorry for the hurt and lonelyness you are experiencing now.

I hope that you can find the support and solace you need as you go through this empowering, lifechanging journey.

Barb

Thanks... im sorry my pain was so out there lol but thanks for understand and i got the support just wanted his alot more


<3 thanks