AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH and WHEEEEEWWWWW

Unfortunately, I had to delete this post due to privacy concerns.

It really is an emotional roller-coaster, isn't it?  Good for you for sticking with it.  You've got the motivation to help you get rid of those last few cigarettes and I have no doubt that you'll be able to do it.  For me it was Diet Coke.  I decided to quit before surgery too, because I knew if I had to go through that while I was recovering, I'd really be hurting!  Anyway, I'm sure my vice was nowhere near the struggle that cigarettes are, but either way it feels so good to not be a slave to that stuff anymore!  Congrats on your success so far, you'll make it!