Bipolar and Major depression and meds

I have been diagnosed with bipolar and depression.The latter I have had for yrs but biplar is new since May.I have been institutionized for it 2 times.I was on Zyprexa for a while and causes weight gain ...........30 lbs worth.They finally took me off of it but now I feel my pouch has streched and I am having a real hard time getting that 30 bls off.I want to eat everything and eat at night too.I have been under alot of stress at work and personal.My boyfriend almost diied with his diabetes and was in the hopsital for a week.We did not know if he would make it and still can't eat much.He now knows what I go through.Can any help me my number is 704 763 8290.I am getting deeper and deeper depressed and don't want to burden him with it alhough he can read my mind and heart so much .I  can't hide much from him.Thanks Dee

Dee -

I'm sorry to hear that you are having such a hard time. I'll give you a call.

Barb

Hello Dee.  I am sorry to hear this.  I know that Barb is one that can make you feel better.  She has been such a great inspiration to so many here on the NC Board. 

If I could drive right now I would offer to meet for coffee or just a nice chat.  I had surgery last week and can't drive right now. 

I am thinking of you and sending you hugs on this day. 

Connie