Tomorrow I become a loser!!!!!!!!!
You will be in my prayers also. Remember if you turn it all over to the Lord, meaning all your fears of this surgery and it's out come you will be fine. Otherwords you will worry yourself needless. He knows you are doing this for good reasons not selfish ones and he and all his angels will surround you and guide your surgens hands. Believe this!! Take a deep breath say a prayer asking him to take this purden from you and praise him for the chance of this new life! Now don't look back, don't take back this burden of worry or fear it is his and we are all with you also. Inform your surgen that God is right next to him in case he feels a stronge presance. I wonder if sometimes they ever think about how close they are to angels and our creator during these surgeries.
Beginning weight: 284
Surgery weight: 251
Current weight: 149