thanks!!!!!!!!!!

Hey everyone, Thanks so much for all your support. I havent been able to talk about my feelings because I wanted to appear strong. I dont want my kids or my husband to know how scared I was. I have read everyones response and I greatly appreciate everyone being so positive for me. I have made up my mind that this is gonna be a good thing for me. I am DETERMINED to make it through this so I can finally start to live again for me and my kids. We CAN speak things into existance, I believe that and I am goning to be just fine. From this point on I will try my best to be positive. I want to thank everyone once again!!! THANKS.carol

Hey Carol, How about from this point on just try to be real and true to your feelings. It's really ok to be scared, nervous, worried or whatever else that comes your way. You are safe with us. We hold each other up when down. You will make it. You will succeed. Karen

Ditto what Karen says! You should be happy and proud of yourself for making this decision. Keep posting! Wendy

Carol, It sounds like your mind is made up. My personal advice is keep your mind made up and let your heart go thru whatever emotions it goes thru. Just let the mind stay strong. This will be behind you in no time and life on the other side, at least for me, is really good. I'm not even half way down to where I want to be but the change is dramatic. Life has returned. I let my heart ride it's roller coaster but I kept my mind strong. And lots and lots of prayer!!!! I'll keep you in my prayers! ...Jill