Post Op day 3
Anya,
You've already received excellent advice from others. You did the right thing by posting to let us know how you're doing. Now you know you aren't alone as many, many people have felt the same. I just want you to encourage you to do the best you can each day and know that's good enough. When I get discouraged I imagine myself at a smaller size and think about all the benefits that will come with it. Like shopping in the 'regular' stores, better health, crossing my legs, walking up stairs without panting at the top, looking in the mirror and not hating what I see and the list goes on and on. Your definition of feeling and eating 'normal' will change for you but I promise one day you will be praising your new 'normal'.
It does get better. Promise! Just hang in there.
Karen