Nervous Wreck
So my surgery is in two days and I am beyond nervous. My cold is better. What worries me right now is my lungs. On Thursday I went to
Since the test, I’ve been coughing and wheezing which I wasn’t before. I’m worried this will postpone my surgery. I’m not in a full blown asthma attack by any means, frankly it’s not that bad and it if wasn’t for surgery, I wouldn’t even be worried. I am taking my inhalants daily but I am still coughing and wheezing. I’m not really sure if it’s asthma or just the end of the cold.
I’m so nervous about surgery, I’m scared of going through it, I’m scared of being postponed, I’m scared of having to do the 2 week liquid diet again, and to be honest I’m scared for my lungs.
I know anesthesia is hard on the lungs and I want to make sure I won’t catch pneumonia or fall into an asthma attack once the surgery is over.
I just want to survive this surgery and have a healthy and speedy recovery.
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Day of surgery Feb 12 /09 / 251 pounds
Current weight / 206 pounds
First Goal 199 (onederland)
Second Goal / 180 (I'd be happy here if I never lost another pound)
Final Goal / 140 (final goal, more of a wish)
LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE. NOBODY'S GETTING OUT ALIVE
As for the coughing- when I have to breath deep is stirs up my deep lungs and I start coughing. You are just cleaning some s**t out!! LOL
I'm much better today actually. I am no longer wheezing and just have a small cough. Yeah absolutely, if the Dr feels he needs to postpone then that's what it is, but so far I think I'm doing okay for tomorrow's surgery. That test is exactly what happenned, I wasn't even coughing before I had the test and then right after the test my asthma began bothering me. Since then though, I've been much better :) I was even worried yesterday, but today not so much.
Wish me luck tomorrow :)