Countdown
OK- The funny thing is I am not really excited or nervous, but I am looking forward to getting off the MediTrim. It tastes fine- good in fact, but it makes me feel like I have a mild flu a lot of the time. I don't tolerate Maltose (I think that's the one) well and I think that is the problem. I am not generally hungry, except at meal times. Sometimes I am weak. but not always. I snowblew 3 driveways yesterday and was only weak at the end.
I'm not sure why I am not more excited or nervous or something. I am a bit depressed. I am not questioning my decision at all. Am I just too tired to be excited? I don't know. I am definitely in a negative state of mind, if I bother to have a thought at all!! LOL I had bes****ch it, or I will blow my reputation for being a nut!
I want you guys to know just how much your support has meant to me. I am almost in tears trying to write this. I so look forward to checking in each day and your messages keep me strong. I really think that I have been so good on the liver shrinking diet because I don't want to disappoint you, my OH friends. With only my DH knowing, having you to talk to has been a God sent. However inadequate the words are, it all comes down to thank you very much. I will do my best to pay it forward to you and those that join the our board in the future.
95.5 hours to go!!!
For the sake of your family, friends, co-workers, and your pride- buy some Gas-X before you start the MediTrim- if that is TMI- well so be it!
I'm not sure why I am not more excited or nervous or something. I am a bit depressed. I am not questioning my decision at all. Am I just too tired to be excited? I don't know. I am definitely in a negative state of mind, if I bother to have a thought at all!! LOL I had bes****ch it, or I will blow my reputation for being a nut!
I want you guys to know just how much your support has meant to me. I am almost in tears trying to write this. I so look forward to checking in each day and your messages keep me strong. I really think that I have been so good on the liver shrinking diet because I don't want to disappoint you, my OH friends. With only my DH knowing, having you to talk to has been a God sent. However inadequate the words are, it all comes down to thank you very much. I will do my best to pay it forward to you and those that join the our board in the future.
95.5 hours to go!!!
For the sake of your family, friends, co-workers, and your pride- buy some Gas-X before you start the MediTrim- if that is TMI- well so be it!