GOTTA LOSE

O.K. it's Sunday morning and my appointment is 48 hours away. My weight this morning with clothes on is 257.2 . I still need to lose 2 pounds so I have some wiggle room. I think Dr. B.'s scales weigh 1 or 2 pounds heavier than mine. I've been carb free for several days. I just need to get 2 more pounds off. This is more stressful than thinking about the surgery itself. After waiting so long for this, I don't want to be postponed now. Problem is, I dieted all summer and now I couldn't lose a pound "the right way" to save my soul. I suppose I've got my metabolism all screwed up.

Do you think Dr. B.'s office would be really upset if I were to be 1 pound over. I can't seem to shake that 1 pound. I've been good and not cheated one bit, I just can't shift the last 1 or 2 pounds. UUGGG

It's Mondat morning and I weigh 257.0 . This is the last day. I have not cheated even once. It just won't move. I've got 28 hours till the appointment. Gotta shift another 1 or 2 pounds.