Congrats to all of you that have gotten dates.

I haven't been on the site very often lately. Reading all the posts from people saying they have gotten their date fills me with mixed feelings. I am so glad for you all, but I am also so depressed. I have waited since November 2004 just to see the specialist who will apply to Medicare for me. I have been ill for the last year and my weight is at an all time high. I am so discouraged from past diet failures that I really don't want to try again. I am chronically anemic so I really don't want to exercise. Well I am going to stop feeling sorry for myself now. You've all been where I am, you made it and I will try to believe that I will too. Thanks for the "ear" and congrats to you %^*&%$# luck ones out there!