I can't wait for that update !!  Will be praying for you and baby ! DeAnna

We are to be at FGH at 5:30 in the am.  Dr said he would let me try on my on with pitocin of course but he is about 80% sure that we will have to do c-section.  I am still only 20% thinned and not dilated at all and baby's head is still way up there.  He said he does not want me to get too tired and stressed nor the baby so he will only let me labor for so long before we just move on to the section.  lol lol  I am only 10 days from my due date and he really does not want me to go any further even though baby is doing great and I have done great.  Same ole age thing lol lol  Oh well I trust him fully plus he is on call all day tomorrow and be right there the whole time for me.  I promise to update as soon as I can.    Love ya, Denise 

Almost as soon as I had posted that I had a surgery date. I recieved a call from Keesler saying the surgeon would rather I go elsewhere for my surgery as I had a previous gall bladder surgery and he didn't want to risk it.  So here I am back where I started.  I am just so tired of all this mess and I can't go through any more.  It has been like this from day one.  This just wasn't meant to be for me, I guess.  It seems to me that continuing to be diabetic taking insulin shots four times a day and on so many medications for high blood pressure , cholesterol, etc, that It would be more of a risk to stay this way.  The arthritis in my knees is so bad that I am barely able to walk without help.  I am just so disappointed and devastated by the way I have been treated, I don't care any more.  Why couldn't  they tell me this three years ago????????????????????

Coming from another mother who's suffered with infertility, pregnancy loss, and child loss, I CAN'T wait for you to hold that precious baby!  You've waited so long for this and I know the emotions are just overwhelming at times.  You're boredom will quickly vanish and it will be many MANY years before you get the chance to be bored again.  LOL  Enjoy, rest, relax and know that you are in my prayers.  Someone better be getting on here and letting us know what is going on!  We expect a full report! ;-) HUGS!

Kimberly

I remember the morning my son was born--i went in to be induced only to discover that when they hooked the monitors up, i was already in labor!  haha.  but they hooked up the pitocin.  it was about 45 minutes later that it all became so real and scary.  haha.  and then in the middle of pushing him out, i had this sudden realization of what was going on and I didn't think I could do it.  I remember my friend laughing and saying, "well, it's too late now to change your mind!"  hahahaha.  then once it was over, that pain was quickly forgotten. good luck to you my dear.  rest rest rest while you can. :)  those first few days are something else. mary