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OH Carl..... I'm SO feeling your anxiety! Quitting smoking is damn near impossible! Let me tell ya though, this surgery will make you SO much better! I am so happy I had the surgery. I didn't even know how bad I felt until I lost the first 50 pounds. Then it was such an amazing difference! I love life now and have more energy than I know what to do with!
I'm not trying to sway your decision one way or the other, just telling you how I feel. I had complications, but would do it all over again in a heartbeat! There's never been a doubt in my mind... barfing and all.... that I've ever regretted my decision. It is however a lifetime comittment, and not for everyone. I'd be happy to help you in any way I can. I had my surgery at CMMC and was, and still am, very pleased with everything. I've heard wonderful things about Dr. King also. Many of my firends have used him with wonderful results.
Hang in there, and let me know if you need anything!
HUGS
Kimberly