Well I have to have surgery now

Due to these female problems I am going to have to have surgery now. One good thing well I guess you can call it that is that this will tell me if I have to have a hysteroctomy or if I will be able to keep trying to have kids. Maybe at least it will be an end to my problems one way or another. I am shockingly ok with it right now. Just trying to set back and let God have the control that I have held back from for so long. You girls were the first I have told. I am working up the courage to call my dh now and tell him. He is going to be so upset. I know he would never say it but getting preg I think is more important to him than me. He loves children so much and they love him. He is just such a big kid himself. lol lol But I am just going to reassure him that we just might get some good news from this to. He tends to dwell on the bad before it happens. Go figure I do the same thing. lol lol Anyway please say a small prayer for me. Love ya Denise

I posted you a relpy eariler dont know what happend to it! hehe but anyway! I will be praying for you and your husband. You are right its all in Gods hands, and everything happens for a reason. Keep your spirits up and a positive attitude goes a LONG way! DAWN~~

Hi Denise...don't know if this is the same kind of surgery or not but, a church friend of ours was having alot of the same problems you are having.....she is 35 years old and she and her husband love children and had tried for a long time....she had some kind of surgery last winter to see what was going on and if something was, they could fix it...well, a few months later, she was pregnant...with twin girls at that!....so, don't give up hope....she said she never did...that hope was all she had; and her faith....God answers our prayers...alot of times not when we want him to, but when HE wants to....i will pray that everything works out and you will get your prayers answered.....keep the faith..... LORI

Thanks you guys. I cant tell you enough what the support I get here means to me. I hope I offer as much support to others that I get from all of you! Love ya Denise

I am so sorry you are going through this. Maybe and I am praying for you that it will not end up that way. I know this may sound weird but have yall ever considered a surrogate mother? Do you have a sister that you are really close to? I dont mean to sound insensitive or weird but you both deserve a baby and I know what wonderful parents you and Wally would be. I am wishing you the best and I will be keeping you in my prayers. Do you have a date yet?

Hey girl, Funny you bring that up. One of my EX sil's actually offered but from her I would not even consider it. I know I have told you about some of my in-laws so use your imagination. hee hee Plus we could not afford that. We would have to pay to have her go through In vitro and we can't afford for even me to do that much less someone else. Just a long drawn out process. You are not insensitive or weird. lol lol Some people just dont understand the process and suggestions are always helpful to me. Thank you so much for keeping me in your prayers. We go on vacation May 6, so I am hoping to schedule it after that. It is just going to be out-patient surgery. they call it exploritory laprascopy. I have had the surgery twice in the past 10 years and each time my endometrisios (sp?) is getting worse but only time will tell. I am staying pretty positive about everything. Thanks again for thinking of me and keeping me in your prayers! Love ya Denise

hey girl Hate to hear you are facing another surgery. Maybe it won't be too bad. The outcome may be hard but if it is best for your health we will deal with it. I will be praying for a quick and safe recovery. Please keep us informed. We will want to know because we care for you. I am still having less pain since Friday. I am so proud. We are having a blast here at Gulf Shores. It is just what I wanted--sand and sun. Gotta run take the kids to play in the sand. It is cool. Cold to me. The kids of course are playing in the water even though it is cold. Love ya Jane

Sorry you have to have surgery. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. And I really hope things work out for you and Wally to be able to have a little one as you would make great parents. You two have so much love to give a child. Good luck and please keep us posted. Call me if you need me. You know I am here for you even if you just need a good listening ear. Call me and we will do lunch some time soon. And we will get Christine to go too. Love ya, Melissa

Hey girl, Thank you so very much! I am so in for lunch one day to, hopefully I wont gimp out like i did on the girls this past friday. lol lol I am feeling much much better and I have positive thoughts myself. Although life without a period sounds great right now. hee hee Love ya Denise

Bless your heart! I am so sorry that you have to have surgery, but I am nagging at God to send us triplets or so afterwards!!!!! Hang in there sweetie, God has a few kiddos waiting up in Heaven with YOUR name on them! smoochies Arlies