Christine

Dear Sweet Christine, I just wanted you to know that I will be thinking about you and your appt this am. You have made the first step to recovery and you should be very very proud of yourself. I so admire you for your honesty and how open you have been to share your ups and downs in your life. Here most of us sit and struggle over weather or not to admit to others that we ate a stupid cookie and your share such a grand secret with us. I truly can not tell you how much that means to me! Although I can not tell you I know what you are going through cause I have never been there myself but know this, I am and always will be here for you! You are in my thougths and prayers each and every day. I thank God you have such a great friend like Melissa to help you through this horrible time right now. And your family and soon to be ex just sounds encrediable! Please know that I am also here if you need anything! Also remember where I work if you have problems with finances at Pine Grove as our facility are more able to help in that area. I will be checking with Melissa to keep a check on you. You hold your head up and be proud that you have made this first step to take complete control of your life. I love you! Denise

Everyone around me has been incredible. I hurt William in a lot of ways but that man never let me down. It would have been really easy for him to say "I am taking Emily from you"... he didnt. He has helped me and supported me and never once made me feel guilty for the things I did to him. I will call you tomorrow. My boss got my appointment moved up to this Thursday. That is the best they could do. I like the sound of one hour meetings. I know it wouldnt hurt to be in something but I just cant do the 3 hours. Its too hard with Emily and my goal is to try and get us functioning again like a family. I love you, Denise.. I wish you were on board more often. I have thought about you often and wondered how you were but my life has been such a mess that I just was kinda floating around. I hope you get pregnant this go round with those drugs.