Whats wrong with me...
Okay yall... I dont know if I am in a state of depression or if this is normal for this time of year or what but I am so edgy all the time. The slighest things tick me off and I get so angry over the smallest of things. I dont know if its the work load or the move or my hormones or what but I feel like I am in a rut. I could cry at the drop of a pin and I have been like this for about a month. I find something wrong with everything someone says to me, everything someone does for me or dont do for me. What is it? Help me help me!! I need an intervention!
Girl....What I have learned....stress is stress, GOOD or bad....moving is stressful - just in itself, but add a big work load, maybe a bad relationship (ex-h?), a good relationship dating, - anything that is different in your life - and you've had a lot of DIFFERENT lately, can leave you drained, stressed (edgy) and can present as a depressive state....My guess is with a little time, rest and less stress, you're feelings will get back to normal.
I definately know how this feels, and how it makes you feel when you are edgy and maybe snappy - I've been through it with very good things happening, and very bad things (especially when you put the two together) even when it was not really on my mind, just a lot going on.....did that make sense? Just wanted to let you know, I think I understand, and lookin in from the outside, you have just had a big move and such, and even if it is a very good move and you just love it, you are still in a totally different environment, doing lots of different things, and your body has just got to catch up and your brain is probably tired...it is very understandable. SOOOOO, take care of yourself - RELAAAAXXX >>>>>>>Love ya. D.
Hey Deanna,
I think you are right about it just being alot of 'different' lately. Nothing terrible is going on. My brain doesnt like to be overworked so you might be right about it short circuiting. Haha..
I gotta hang on for 3 more weeks and then hopefully my little ho hum life will be back to normal...
Thank you for the help! I really appreciate it.
I just have one thing to say because boy I am in one mood tonight myself. We are here for you anytime. I am a great listener and will give you lots of sympathy. I do think of you and know you have made a lot of changes these last few months even since your surgery. Hey you may be seeing Tweedle dee too much. Ha ....I am glad you have each other. Nothing like friends--close friends!
love ya
Jane
Nope, don't think so. The problem is she is not seeing me enough so I can help her deal. We used to see or talk every day and use each other to vent. But she has been busy and I have been busy and we have not seen each other very much. We need to see more of each other is the problem. I help her, she helps me. We both do better when we have our support from one another. Maybe we need to work on that LOL. I am stressed out myself these days, and boy is it easier when you have that someone to lean on that really understands. I think I will call her right now. Thanks for helping me put it together and see the light.
Melissa
Hey Jane... I saw Tweedle Dee tonight but not for long enough. That may be my problem-not seeing her enough. I hadnt seen her since last weekend. I just dont have time for anything anymore. Any free time I have I try to sleep a little or just relax and free time nowadays is hard to come by. I hope after I stop working like this (1st of the year) things will be back to normal. I hope that is all it is. I just really feel overwhelmed and like nothing is getting accomplished.
Thank you for being there to listen. I know nobody wants to listen to everyone elses problems but I just needed to get it out.
So whats your mood all about tonight, haha... maybe we all just need a good ole ***** session.