MAJOR MELT DOWN !!!!

END OF SCHOOL STUFF IS KILLING ME EMOTIONALLY. THE POLITICS OF SCHOOL IS -------!!!! I HAVE TRIED TO BE ON GOOD BEHAVIOR AND FEED EVERYONE WHO EXPECTED ME TO BUT ..... AND TRIED NOT TO EAT THE STUFF I MADE. THERE ARE TOO MANY ISSUES. MY HEART IS BREAKING OVER MY JOB ISSUE. EVERYONE HAS PLANS FOR MY TIME BUT I'M THE LAST TO KNOW.. example my ass't teacher told my daycare parents to pick up children early ---without telling me first. I FOUND OUT AROUND LUNCH TIME WHEN SHE STARTED PUTTING THEIR SLEEP STUFF IN THE LOCKERS. I wanted to be there when they left. I HAD ALREADY MISSED lunch SHE COULD HAVE LUNCH W/THE REST OF THE FACULTY) Several children left w/o getting my hugs BEFORE I GOT BACK. I made plans to attend a reception for one hour and told her I would be back before she left AND SHE LEFT EARLY W/O TELLING ME. I RUSHED BACK TO WORK W/ HER AND SHE WAS GONE!!!!!! This may seem petty but ....communication is needed. I MEAN I AM THE PROGRAM DIRECTOR. If something goes wrong they sure ask me about it !!!! I must repeat "I WILL STICK TO MY WLS PLAN!!!!!! I WILL NOT GIVE IN TO EMOTIONAL EATING" Just needed to vent. glenda

HANG IN THERE! We are rooting for ya!!! ~Danielle

You are strong... Stick to your guns and take control! I will be thinking of you, I hope things get better for you. Hope to see you soon, Rhonda

You're right, it sounds like it would have gone a lot smoother with just a little communication. Hope you got to have a talk with this ass't so she would not "help" you out so much again....I'm sure she thought she was doing what was best. I'm sorry this is such a tough time of year, but it will all be over soon and hopefully you can put it behind you. DeAnna.

I know how much you care about those children. i am sorry that happened to you. You really are strong so dont give in to those nasty demons! Love you a bunch, Christine

where have you been call me!!!! I am coming to H'burg soon. Get ready glenda