Luncheon Pictures

That wasnt very funny, Phillip. I thought everyone looked great.

Everyone but me, right, Christine.. Thats ok, I know you love me!! You skinny little you know what.. Can't wait until next time! Rhonda

Rhonda - I think you look great! You definitely need to update your picture on the message board. You are a completely different person and you look wonderful! Marci

Thank you Marci, I feel wonderful too! I have sent in my new picture to have it updated, it just has not been changed yet. It will get changed about the time I need to change it again. Rhonda

Girl Please.... You know you looked good !!! I'm so jealous. I wish they would hurry & move my surgery up. Or... I'm gonna have to wait some more Oh well..... 38 DAYS TO GO !!! Not that I'm counting or anything

I was messing with Christine, because she was picking at me so bad yesterday. I know that I look better than I used to, I am still not totally happy with myself, but it is more of a mental thing than a physical thing. You will see, when you lose weight, you don't automatically have a "skinny mind" and I have not reached the point yet to where I think that I look good. Understand what I am trying to say? I am definitely not fishing for compliments or anything, I still have not figured out how to "breathe in " the compliments, I ask myself a lot, "are they talking about me?" I guess it is a type of denial, that most all post ops go through. We are so used to being big, that we don't know how to be small. I find people looking at me now, and I catch myself thinking that they are looking at me because I am fat, when I know now that I am not, I just totally forget. It is a mind thing. It will be your turn before you know it, and you will do awesome!! It was ssoooooooo great meeting you yesterday! Can't wait until October now! Rhonda

Doll, you look wonderful !!! If I were you I'd be asking (telling) people, "I look good don't I?" Trust me I know what your saying. I wasn't a "fat kid". I didn't start to gain weight until I was 20. When I dream about myself, I still see myself as a skinny person. I have only seen myself fat in one dream. Funny huh ? Try not to worry about what others may or may not be saying about you. If they are talking about you - Look at it like this... - they have a great subject. - they are giving some one else a break. I will be so glad to lose weight, get healthy & be able to go & do more.

It was a great subject and I was giving someone else a break....

I knew it !!! I knew it !!! You was talkin bout me weren't ya ??? Why you good for something another so in so Hey at least somebody is thinking of me !!! What they are thinking is a different subject tho. Tammy

Well... One thing is for sure. Phillip got in the dog house! All by himself. YOU GO BOY !!! And just think.... He didn't even have to ask for directions !!! EVERYONE LOOKED & FELT GREAT !!! Even a blind person could "see" that. Oh well....You know, I should just walk away from this right now. Cause I'm loaded for bear, but all I can find is a JakAzz.