Thank you ALL!!!
You guys don't know what this message board (and of course Sonya) has meant to me!!!!! It has been a life changing event!!!
I'm in the losing mode again!!! I am 11 days sober (off my diet coke ) and I've also been back on "the wagon" (w/my eating) and excersizing that long (minus 2 days excersizing)!!!
I'm not feeling sorry for myself, I'm trying to make the right choices! I have to tell you guys about a MAJOR victory for me this morning!!
My job at BancorpSouth is to motivate and encourage people with Sales and Customer Service and as a reward for the managers of the 7 branches I work with I bought a multi-flavor torte cake for our meeting this morning. It had Italian creme, cookies & cream, choclate, and caramel creme) AND I DIDN't EAT ANY OF IT!!!!! (That's HUGE for me)!
I usually use excuses and go ahead and eat it, but I DIDN'T!!! Instead
while they were eating the cake, I ate a Snickers Marathon protein bar! (I even had to cut the cake - AND I DIDN'T EVEN LICK MY FINGERS!!!)
I just want you to know that it's because the Lord led me to Sonya and this message board. Your support has been a lifeline for me and I just want you to know how much I appreciate it.
Part of me is scared that it's going to stop, so I need your encouragement, butt kicking, whatever it takes!
Ps' I also walked 3 miles BY MYSELF last night!!!
Thanks again and God bless you all!!!
JY
Girl, you made me !! It was tempting to lick my fingers, but I didn't want to get started! I feel like I'm walking on the edge right now and I don't want to fall off, I want to walk on to firmer (wish I could say that my body will be ) ground!!
God willing, if I can get where I need to be, I'm going to have these triple D's (or J's in one bra ) reduced and my tummy tucked!!!
JY