3 month ckup

Went to JAckson yesterday. 65 pds gone total. 15 pds lost this month. I have not heard froom my bloodwork yet. My sugar was 86---which that has never been a problem. I am on the bottom with my depression and nerves. I knew I was headed down a couple weeks ago but I hate to crush my meds. I haven't taken any of my normal meds like wellbutrin for 3 months. I thought maybe I could deal with it. Well needless to say I have not dealt with it and I am not doing well at all. Anxiety is not the word and yesterday I cried all evening. One thing I am tired alot and maybe run down. It has only been 3 months since surgery and that is hard to believe. I know---soapbox and whino---I just need to let it out. I started back on my meds Monday so by next week should feel lots better. I started out 338 and now weigh 273--that is not even realistic to me. I started in a 30-32 and the shirts I wear are 22-24 and one 1x sweater. speaking of sweaters---I freeze all the time. Never get hot. Winter should be interesting. Just to say Tommy is being wonderful. I love him so much and I am glad God brought us together. Happy in love!!!!!!!! Remember me, Jane

Congratulations on your weight loss. That is great. I know about being cold. I am cold all the time too and last winter was very interesting. I kept a jacket on all day long to keep warm so everyone else in the office would not have to suffer because my internal thermostat was broken. I hate you have been feeling low. Maybe getting back on your meds will fix you right up. You are lucky to have a good supportive husband. I have one of those too and don't know what I would do without him. He makes sure I have all the foods I need and he cooks good stuff for me and Christine all the time. He is for sure a keeper. Good luck and congratulations, Melissa

Whoo hooo on the weight loss! I hope u get to feeling happy happy again soon! Wasn't someone on here saying that fat cells hold hormones and when ur rapidly lose weight everything goes wacky whooy? That could be compounding what's going on. So here's wishing those meds start working soon for ya! Everytime u see yourself in the mirror today smile though cuz 65 lbs ...that's gotta make u smile! Huggles and love, Keli

Jane, You are doing great. Keep up the good work. Fighting depression can be very hard. Try to keep you head up. You really need to take your meds they will help you. I crush my pills and put them in sf pudding. That might help you to take them better. Becky

YES!!!! Lots of pounds and sizes gone!!! You go, girl!!! I KNOW about the depression. Mine started in the hospital. I just boo-hooed and boo-hooed and wanted my Mother (she died in 97). I KNEW it was cause I was off my meds, but it didn't stop me! I have had a few days off and on with the boo-hoos, but seem to be leveled out now. Not to worry about the whines....I'll mail ya some cheese to go with it!!!! Smoochies Arlies

Jane, I hope you get to feeling better soon. Just looking at yourself in the mirror should brighten your days. I am 2 months out and I am getting the blues alot too and sometimes I don't know what's going on with me either. But keep your head up!!!!