Pre-assesment tomorrow
Hey everyone! I am having my assesment tomorrow and I am getting nervous. My surgery is Fri. and everything I do, like church this morning, I was thinking this will be last time I am here as I am right now. I keep having thoughts of my children not having a mom but I imediatly pray against it and know that God wants this for me. I have no reservations just thoughts. I am suppose to be doing that 10 day diet before surgery. I did great last week and this weekend has been horrible. Sat. night I went over to play dominos with some friends and of course there was junk food. Then today I went to my daughter's cheerleading banquet of course there wasen't anything baked. I will do better when I am on my regular schedule this week. Keep me in your prayers this week. Thanks, Penni
I am sending out NOTHING BUT positive thoughts and healing vibes your way. ((hugs))
On the food front. Honey wrap yourself up in your new lifestyle. It isn't about deprivation. It is about change. The change is for the better and you HAVE to make the mental shift in thinking ...trust me on this one.
If you don't you will constantly feel in deprivation mode and it makes it that much harder. You don't NEED that crap. You don't WANT that crap. You want something that tastes better and IS BETTER for you. Wrap yourself up in THAT THINKING honey.... It will make it alot easier for you.....
mmmmmmmmmmmm think of all that good healthy food that is soon to come your way. With each and every bite you are going to be making your body THAT much healthier. Think about building a fire ... you can't make it with wet, green wood that doesn't burn worth crapola eh? Fuel it with only the finest .....
Hope this helps... it got me through the rough spots and I can tell you now that I have NO issues regarding taboo foods or making poor food choices..... YOU ARE IN CONTROL ....
Elizabeth~